My Family Put the FU in Dysfunction
Author: khawagakid
Currently editing my memoir called Khawaga Kid. My first flight was age four. I fell in love with travel. I often heard people ask "Who is she? She's not from around here." Always a foreigner...even in my own family. Khawaga means foreigner in Egyptian Arabic.
My Daily Med August 3, 2020
John 14:27–Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you: not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.
Romans 15:33–Now the God of peace be with you all. Amen.
Philippians 4:9–The things which you learned and received and heard and saw in me, these do, and the God of peace will be with you.
1st Thessalonians 5:23–Now may the God of peace Himself sanctify you completely; and may your whole spirit, soul and body be preserved blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ.
We must understand the difference between our spirits and our emotions. They’re linked, yet separate. In our spirits, we have God-consciousness. The spirit realm is the realm in which we relate to God intimately and fully. In our bodies, we have world-consciousness, an awareness of our physical world. In our souls, we have self-consciousness. Our emotions are part of our soul realm.
To tell a person not to be emotional is to tell a person not to be human. It is to deny that person’s God-given right and privilege to enter into full relationship with the Creator. It is to deny the soul realm. Don’t tell me God doesn’t care about how I feel. I know He does.
Is there something you want so desperately to see God do that you wake up in the middle of the night thinking about it? That is your desire. It arises from your spirit and it’s meant to be expressed by your soul. God expects you to get emotional about it!
My desire is to see justice for my mother and my deceased sister. This justice will be administered when my Lord forces Kabtn Khawaga (my father) to pay all he owes for defrauding and financially abusing my family. I pray this today after finding out he’s still trying to manipulate the system and the situation.
Yesterday, I grew physically sick because of the ongoing Family Court Case from Hell. Kabtn Khawaga will be held accountable. He is a faithless man in love with himself and money and abusing others.
Today, I feel peace because I know that I have shared with him how to return to his lost faith and morality, but he’s chosen the path of destruction. I pray for his soul to be saved. I pray for all his dark deeds against my family to be revealed in this last act of The Family Court Case from Hell. I claim the peace that is mine through Jesus Christ.
Are you emotional, have you lost your peace? Keep reading the scriptures above and never let Satan steal your peace and your faith.
HELLO!
My life as a foreigner began with my birth in Thibodaux, Louisiana. Both parents were there due to the booming oil economy. My mother from Alabama and my father from Mississippi.
I took my first overseas flight at the age of four. I was accompanied by my mother and six-week-old sister. We flew to Beirut, Lebanon for Christmas with my father and grandfather.
We moved many times and to various parts of the globe. I grew used to hearing people ask, “Who is she? She’s not from around here.” While in Egypt, I learned that Khawaga means foreigner and by that trip in 2007, I truly was a foreigner, even in my own family.
Khawaga Kid fits. It just feels right. It’s also the title of my soon to be published memoir.
WELCOME!
Khawaga Kid 